"Well i was at a rave a few weeks ago and just a normal rave had already ate my e was feelin fine dancin the nite away. The vibe was great i thought nothing could go wrong. I looked good the music was awesome what a nite.

Until... Well i met this guy there and we dance and talked and out of the blue, once he gained my trust too asked me if i wanted a pill for free. Now any raver is almost never going to pass up the opp. of a free pill. Not when you pay 20-30 buxs at the door just to get in 20 for a pill 10 on water and another mis. 20 for cigarettes candy blah blah blah. Well you can easy spend over 100 dollars in a hour. And most kandy kids are 16-18 not alot of money they have just to send so freely. SO i hesitate at first think i dont want this guy to think im going to do something with him if he fed me this but, i ate the pill. The one time i didnt ask what kind of pill it was witch was my mistake. I usually throw up on e and love it. It is such a clean easy nice feelin to throw up. But while i was waitin in the girls bathroom i could feel myself gettin sicker and sicker. When i threw up you could just taste so much stomach acid it was horrible. Now i have diabetes and had forgotten to take my med. the day before so yes i know that was a problem and will never do that again. But i threw up and went to find my friends. I was sittin on the ground in a complete state of drugness and i looked up and saw this girl there so like most people do i ask her "can i please have a sip of your water" She let me and after i took a huge swig of it she looked down at me said "You know people put G in there water" she smiled and walked away.

Now i refuse to do G at this time just becuz of all the things that are happenin. So 10 mintues later i felt horrible! So i walked into the girls bathroom around 4 in the morning to find no toliet paper so i walk into the guys bathroom were i saw my friend and his friend in a stall so i looked over and saw them doing some Coke so i did a few bumps. I felt horrible throw out the rave. Couldnt really walk, couldnt dance, had a horrible time tryin to talk. So around 8 in the morning we left. I left with that dude that gave me the free pill and some coke. We went to his friends house got high and then went back to my house just me and him some dude that i just met at the rave earlier. well he took a shower and then after he did i got in there still so fucked up! I got out of the shower and went and sat on the couch with him and past out. I tried so hard to keep my eyes open but i just passed out. When i woke up the guy had left my house and i just felt realy weird about the sitution. Well like i said earlier i have diabetes and had not taken my med. again today cuz i was just simply to lazy! Bad mistake!

Well my mom had came home from work and i was past out on the couch i wasnt going to move for anybody. I was going in and out of my sleep 7 hours later and still felt fucked up. I just went to bed for like 10 or something hours straight. SO monday mornin rolls around and my mother try to wake me up for school and i basically told her to fuck off leave me the fuck alone! In the middle of the nite i remember stumblin to the bathroom about 7 times and just pukin for like 20 mintues. Anything i ate i couldnt hold down and i was so thristy (result of not takin my insulin and high blood sugars) It was
horrible i was just layin on my bathroom floor helpless couldnt call my mom becuz im tryin to show her im responible and she would blame it all the rave scene and wouldnt want me to go, so i just sat there horrified on what would happen. Monday afternoon i couldnt move hadnt even been able to get up for a cigarette just wanted water and sleep. Finally it got unbearable and i called my mother work were i knew there were emergancy sqaud people working. I could make out barely a word and the friend of the family had to call 911 for me. The ambulance got here and my mother was still at school. i thought i could wait around for her and she would help me but i couldnt i was going to die.

Now i know alot of this had to do with me not taken my medication but im a teenager and im just lazy! It sounds horrible but its just the way it goes. Also if you dont take your insulin for a while your body lose weight like i could lose 5 pounds in a day! I was almost down to 95 at 16. I was losin all like water weight and shit that you put back on in a sec but it still felt nice to be skinny! Well like i was sayin i was in the hospital screamin at the emergency people still throwin up and everything. I got to the hosptial i was so dehydrated the could barely find a vain to put an iv in but i had gotten 4 put in my arms. It has horrible! And the worst part bout this i was still halucating! I was talkin to people that werent there. my one friends aunt is one the emergancy squad so she called up my friend told me what happen and they came and visited my later in the evening. My friend told me later when i got out of the hosptail i was singin like a virgin in there and was screamin at people. Now i asked the one guy when i got out of the hospital what kind of pill did he give me and for some reason i fell he gave me a roofie. Some people said i would have been knocked on my ass but that how i felt. I know the one girl gave me G with out knowing becuz my friend who has taken G drank her water told and told me 3 days later it was G! Now i still go to raves i still party my brains out but i guess im just more careful. It was a scary situation but i was just stupid and wasnt paying attention to anything and just wanted to see how high i could really fly! So in conclusion just please be careful! dont let it take over!"

PEACE
P.L.U.R

Anon. 31 October 1999

 

 

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